SadNEss, DarKNess, inevITable YeT TemPtinNG

PeOPle Says tHAt wE sHoUld LooK At The BrIghT sIghT Of lIfE...
Why iS tHat sO???

tO aVOid uS FroM AcTualLY BEing Sad, ConSumEd BY Our owN DarKsiDE...

YEt The truTH, YoU aLWayS knEw ThaT It is INEVITABLE FroM tHeM...

It'S aLwaYS tEMptINg yOu, to bE wIth iT...

iF yOu HavEn'T fEeL iT bEfORe, tRY iT...

itS, EXCITES .....

Peple At Work

It was said by the research, that this new Influenza H1N1 originated for ordinary flu that was mutated by pigs cell that became different in which our body does not have any immunity toward it...

But then, the question remain in me is what is the reason this new disease emerge at this time when it could happen more early or later...

What do people think can be the real cause of this hazard??? We always points our finger to others to save ourself, maybe this is a remedy for our original sickness...

....SELFISHNESS....

Here Again

Well, seems a while since I last updated my blog....
Too busy with preparation and works seems to make me think less or maybe think more these days...
Went back to my campus a bit late, but still, i do sometimes miss my fotress of solitude or others could say sanctuary....
There's some good things about my campus and me now....
The good things are I got a new laptop and a camera modelled canon 1000d....
I'm still newbie so I don't really take much pictures althought i should have started....
The next good thing is our campus has provide free wifi.... (yeah, that rules..)
But, its a bit slow...Then again, better have slow than nothing....
Now, maybe I can watch my drama???

Ahhhh..... I miss watching Horikita Maki..

Lazy...zzzzz

To much happen last week, still too lazy to write bout anything...
except that a bit confused with the king of pop's death....

what confused me the most is at the end of his life, what religion is he in????
if he is truly Muslim that it would be best to called him by his new name but what if it isn't??

Then to think that his death too sudden, (i don't want to go against fate) but still, he has influence. what would happen if his change of religion could be a source of conspiracy???

well, i blowing my head up thinking about this, but i would say may he find peace in afterlife....

enough about king of pop....

i gotten a lot emotional this past weeks...
or maybe i was just getting to tense....
i don't know....


Aha... one of my mum's candidate for future in law(to her,not to me) are undergoing orientation in my campus....
she's lucky i wasn't being called there....
still i am lucky not going there instead i can laze around... bwahaha...muahahaha

Can I...

Love you...
even if you don't know that i exist???
even if you heart is not mine to begin with???

to see your hand held by others, lips kissed by others, body hugged by others???

to feel this pain of missing you with every step that i take???
to feel the misery of watching your tear drop in front me???
to feel the agony of your sadness in me???

to notice the warmth that glow within your smile???

to sense the love within your laugh???

Can I Love You???

Ai Shi Teru....

well, always do the reviews for past week than do daily...
to lazy to write anything actually...

last week review, hmm....
went to kl 3 times, well got some work to do, relative to visit and eat sushi that i miss a bit...

my cousin got submitted into the ward because of infection in her lungs, my feet hurt, watched more drama always...
hm...

i wonder what would i do without streaming site in uitm???
i NEED my drama, MAYBE???

PROLOGUE

"I DON'T KNOW MUCH

I DON'T NEED TO KNOW MUCH

AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW MUCH

BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW IT"


"I LOVE YOU......
EVEN I DON'T REALLY KNOW YOU....
I LOVE YOU......
EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME.....
I LOVE YOU......
WITH EVERY HEARTBEAT THAT I FEEL...
I LOVE YOU.....
WITH EVERY BREATHE THAT I TAKE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED TO KNOW YOU MORE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED YOU TO KNOW ME MORE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED TO SEE YOU SMILE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED TO FEEL YOUR LAUGH, WIPE YOUR TEARS, FIGHT YOUR FEARS, AND ALWAYS, ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU....


PROLOGUE: - (UNKNOWN)
BUT.... CAN I LOVE YOU...."