Can I...

Love you...
even if you don't know that i exist???
even if you heart is not mine to begin with???

to see your hand held by others, lips kissed by others, body hugged by others???

to feel this pain of missing you with every step that i take???
to feel the misery of watching your tear drop in front me???
to feel the agony of your sadness in me???

to notice the warmth that glow within your smile???

to sense the love within your laugh???

Can I Love You???

Ai Shi Teru....

well, always do the reviews for past week than do daily...
to lazy to write anything actually...

last week review, hmm....
went to kl 3 times, well got some work to do, relative to visit and eat sushi that i miss a bit...

my cousin got submitted into the ward because of infection in her lungs, my feet hurt, watched more drama always...
hm...

i wonder what would i do without streaming site in uitm???
i NEED my drama, MAYBE???

PROLOGUE

"I DON'T KNOW MUCH

I DON'T NEED TO KNOW MUCH

AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW MUCH

BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW IT"


"I LOVE YOU......
EVEN I DON'T REALLY KNOW YOU....
I LOVE YOU......
EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME.....
I LOVE YOU......
WITH EVERY HEARTBEAT THAT I FEEL...
I LOVE YOU.....
WITH EVERY BREATHE THAT I TAKE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED TO KNOW YOU MORE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED YOU TO KNOW ME MORE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED TO SEE YOU SMILE....
I LOVE YOU....
BECAUSE I WANTED TO FEEL YOUR LAUGH, WIPE YOUR TEARS, FIGHT YOUR FEARS, AND ALWAYS, ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU....


PROLOGUE: - (UNKNOWN)
BUT.... CAN I LOVE YOU...."

to busy and to lazy

well, a lot been happen but still a bit lazy to write anything...

got my result few days before, well, although didn't got what i want but at least its a bit relieving to know that i didn't fail...

as for summon, the jpj people said to me that i should wait a little longer...

also, been a bit addicted to drama lately, especially Japanese drama...

can't believe i finished watching 3 drama in 3 days....

well, some of them are good...

gotten a bit more this laziness syndrome...

damn...it is near the time of college to open...

phew...

its been a while but i'll just summarize what happen last week...

1st june

been busy with catering and stuff, didn't got any time for surfing the net...

3rd june

busy preparing for the wedding order on the 6th...

5th june

Fuck.....
got my first 'saman' because i didn't stick the 'p' sticker on the van that i was driving...
well, my license might get taken for that...
my finger was injured by a damn table while sending the tables to the wedding place...
then the customer kept on arguing on the table placing,
and the worst thing is, my credit ran out when i called my mother eventhough she did not pickup the phone...
fuck that....

that is just a little slice of life........