I met a friend who was deeply in trouble. In short, the problem was LOVE..
Ah.... the 4 letter words that would even shake the heart of a king...
The word that would even weaken a vicious warrior...
Although there are many types of love, one may not hide from it or even run from having it.
Then I was asked a few question:
"Can you forget the person you love?"
"Can you hate someone you love?"
"What would you do if you are in love?"
Well, each question was hard to answer as I have my own problems regarding love.
But these are the answers that I could think of right now:
I have never forget each girl that I was in love to. Even if each time when I fell in love, it was one-sided. When I lose the first one that I think I was in love with, every reason for me to continue living was gone. As if taken along by her leaving me alone. However I kept on loving her until I met a girl that was able to shake the feeling I was keeping. Yet, I was afraid to fall deeply in love with her because I still could not forget the first girl. And it would be unfair for her to be loved half-hearted by me. However, I regretted that action as she may be able to mend this broken heart, repair this broken soul. And now, she has also gone from my life. Still, a piece of my heart still yearn to be love by her. I never forget both of them as I know I am still in love with them.
I would never hate the one I love. As tormented my heart and soul was, I could never hate them. being in love with them was blissful, full of beautiful wonders althought the pain was excruciating for even I to bear. Yet, could not hate them. It made me in love with them more than before.
I am still in love, however I never knew what should I do...
Was I right to let her be by herself, enjoying her life without me???
Was I wrong to try invade her life once more?
Should I continue to chase her, to have her in my embrace??
or should I just let it remains as it is now??
I never knew....
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