Choose??

Sitting in my house, doing almost nothing kinda boring...
Well, hopefully I can start working next week...
However,many things are still going inside this empty head of mine...
Among all of them, there's a question that I wanted to ask myself as well...

"Who would I choose if both of them were in front of me??? Sarah or Moonchild?"

I am still thinking about that, although it has been issued to me for almost 3 weeks, yet I still can't decide...

If I choose either one, would the love that I gave to the not chosen became a lie???
Would those feeling of love be just a feeling of that fills in my abandoned heart??

Would it be fair, for me to choose?? To love knowing that my feeling is uncertain???

To much thinking, guess this what happen when you got insomnia....